Kilian sat, alone, in the dark, on the first few steps of a grand staircase inside the manor. Her arms were lazily laid on her bent knees, and her face was blank as she stared at the floor. In each hand, she held a silver colored star, a Brigadier General's rank insignia. Her former rank insignia. For a long, long time she'd been sitting there, as had the phone that was now laying at the bottom of the stars. She and it had both been there since the end of the phone call. On the phone's screen was the picture that had been taken of her, Lucian, Ajay, and a bunch of her troops after the battle on Catalina, and that's where her eyes were locked. That picture... it was the only thing she had left in her life. That was it. She had lost everything that mattered.
Slowly her fists tightened, and slowly but surely the points and prongs of the stars in her palms dug into the flesh of her hands under the pressure. Not once did she whimper, not did she even feel the pain as her body's tissue was sliced open. Once her fists were tightened as much as they could be, her fingernails digging into her palms as much as the stars, they began to shake, and then her arms followed suit and so on until the whole of her body was shaking. Blood trickled from her palms and the droplets fell to the carpet, staining it with the crimson liquid that had been flowing through her veins only seconds before. Another moment, and then a single tear slid down her cheek before plummeting to the floor, absorbed quickly by the carpet.
Slowly she bent forward, a lump in her throat leaving her unable to breath as more tears slid down her cheeks, her eyes closed as she shuddered. Slowly her hands opened, and the crimson colored stars fell from her hands. Twice they bounced after hitting the stairs, and came to rest not more than a foot or two from her phone. The wounds in her palms healed quickly and the blood was soon smeared over the knees of her old uniform pants. Finally the lump in her throat broke and she found herself wracked with sobs, her whole body shaking as her hands went to cover her face. They did nothing to stop the tears from coming, but it didn't matter. It was only out of reaction that they had moved at all. Slowly her body leaned toward the wall, until her head and right shoulder were against it.
She'd lost everything. Everything she held dear. Everything that made her who she was. Everything that she was based upon. Her life had ended. She was still amongst the living, yes, her soul confined to a purposeless shell, condemned to spend the rest of its pitiful existence in this miserable world. Her kind - left. Her friends - gone. Her command - given away. Her company - lost to the very men she'd thought she could trust with it. The last phone call she'd recieved, the one that had caused her phone to end up at the bottom of the staircase, had been Qatar Industries' board of directors calling to inform her that her company, was no longer hers. It was theirs now, and she had been removed from it entirely. The only thing that had ever truly belonged to her in this world, that really mattered, and it had beed taken from her.
The worst part in all of it though, was that it was all her fault in some way or another, and she knew it.
But that didn't stop the tears.